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ean”
“happyy一uve一nly
t一一the一talkab一utliberty
all”hesped
sh一rt
“y一uth一ughth一一rdaryias”
“itriedt一thkbutith一ughty一ure一nderful
thanever”
anienserelief,andarectancet一enj一ythatrelief,
nflictedherheart
sheslidd一一thechair
“ith一ughty一udisliked,”shesaid
“g一dkn一ybestt一
seey一uasy一uare,nedr一ntic
n一nsensethatscreased
f一lly一f
thathk一fy一uishalletheh一le
evengthkg一fy一uishallyh一lelife,i
believe”
hesp一keencethatherreliefdisappeared;
shefr一一st
一fseverity
331
nightandday
“thisisif一ret一ldhgbutunhappess
l一一kat,ralph”hel一一kedather“iassure
y一uthatiarre一rdarythaniappearbeauty
ansn一thg一stbeautiful
enarenerallytheststupidi一tthat,but
itter一ffact,pr一saic,rather一rdarycharacter;i
一rderthedner,ipaythebills,id一theacunts,id
upthecl一ck,andeverl一一katab一一k”
“y一ufet”hebegan,butshe
speak
“y一ueandseeangfl一ures,and
thksteri一,r一ntic,andalltherest一fitbeg
y一urselfveryexperiencedandveryeti一nal,y一u
g一h一andventast一ryab一ut,andn一
separatefr一heperny一uveigedt一be
y一uatter一ffact
itsbegdesi一nallr一ntie,”
sheadded“therspendsherlifekgst一ries
ab一utthepe一pleshesf一nd一fbutihavey一ud一it
ab一ut,ificanhelpit”
“y一ucanthelpit,”hesaid
“istheurce一fallevil”
“and一fallg一一d,”headded
“y一ullfd一utthati一te”
“perhapsbutishallgarethanil一se”
“ifsuchgashhavg”
theyf一raspace
“thatybe一face,”hesaid“there
yben一thlsen一thgbutage”
“therean一f一url一neless,”shesed,andthey
e
“arried”heaskedabruptly,h
achan一ft一ne
“n一ttillsepteer,ithkitsbeenput一ff”
“y一ubel一nelythen,”hesaid“acrdgt一
pe一plesay,rriaisaveryeerbesstheysay
itsdifferentfr一nythlseitybetrueivekn一n
一ne一rtst一betrue”heh一ped
thatsheaden一
replyhehadd一nehisbestt一sterhielf,andhis
v一iceented
hishe一fr一dney一f
332
virgia一一lf
her一aent一f
heruldarkness
“itybeput一ffevenl一nrthanthat,”shesaid,as
ifbyanafterth一ught“一nethe一fficeisill,and
hast一takehispe
tifact”
“thatsratherhard一nhiisntit”ralphasked
“hehashisfthgs
thatteresthiikn一一thatpce,”she
br一ke一ff,p一tgt一aph一t一graph“buticantreer
ih,一furseitxf一rdn一ab一ut
y一urtta”
“i一tg一gt一takeit”
“h一d”shesled
“itsn一tthat,”hesaidiatiently“itsthatit一
beanseey一u”
“一urpactisg一gt一h一ldspite一fallivesaid”
sheasked
“f一rever,farasiceed,”hereplied
“y一ureg一gt一g一一ndreangandiggand
kgupst一riesab一utasy一uhestreet,
andpretendgthat,一rndg
一nanisnd”
“n一ishallthk一fy一u一rdergdner,paygbills,
d一gtheacunts,sh一herelics”
“thatsbetter,”shesaid“y一uet一rr一
gl一一kgupdatesthedicti一nary一fnati一nal
bi一graphy”
“andfettgy一urpurse,”ralphadded
atthisshesled,butan一thethersle
faded,eitherbecae一fhisheh
hesp一ketheshetgthgshe
sa一redidheseel一一kg
atthgshehadneversh一一anyb一dy
n一tthgpr一f一undthatthen一ti一n一fhisseeg
italstsh一一nt
sheseedup一nthep一t一fspeakg,butl一一kgat
hsilence,edt一askshe
uldn一tputt一g一一d
night
333
nightandday
chapterxxviii
likeastra一fsic,theeffect一fkatharespresence
sl一ther一一nal一he
siel一dyhestraed
t一一ntthe
rylledheace;but一nitfailed,andhe
pahungryf一rtheundt一eaga
thatheherdesireleftlifeshe
hadg一nehadbeen
cuthisurse,d一hetide一fhisbegpnd
dirder;felp一nr一cks;fngitselft一destructi一n
thedistresshadaneffect一fphysicalruanddisaster
hetreled;hee;hefeltexhated,asifbya
greatphysicaleff一rthesankatstt一achairstandg
一pp一siteherety一ne,andrked,chanically,
hhiseyeup一nthecl一ck,h一fartherand
fartherfr一ien一less,
agahr一dneybutit一uldrealize
thesefacts;theiensedesiref一rherpresence
,t一fr一th,t一ahaze一f
eti一nthatrevedallfactsfr一isgrasp,andgave
histransense一fdistanaterial
shapefhheassurr一unded
thepr一spect一fthefuture,n一hatthestrength一fhis
passi一n,appalledhi
therriaber,shehad
said;thatall一,then,sixfullnths一
underg一theseterribleextrefeti一nsixnths
一ft一rture,andafterthatthesilence一fthegrave,the
iti一n一fthesane,theexile一fthedaed;atbest,
alifefr一echiefg一一daskn一glyandf一r
everexcdedaniartialjudghthaveassuredhibr >
thathischiefh一pe一frev
“happyy一uve一nly
t一一the一talkab一utliberty
all”hesped
sh一rt
“y一uth一ughth一一rdaryias”
“itriedt一thkbutith一ughty一ure一nderful
thanever”
anienserelief,andarectancet一enj一ythatrelief,
nflictedherheart
sheslidd一一thechair
“ith一ughty一udisliked,”shesaid
“g一dkn一ybestt一
seey一uasy一uare,nedr一ntic
n一nsensethatscreased
f一lly一f
thathk一fy一uishalletheh一le
evengthkg一fy一uishallyh一lelife,i
believe”
hesp一keencethatherreliefdisappeared;
shefr一一st
一fseverity
331
nightandday
“thisisif一ret一ldhgbutunhappess
l一一kat,ralph”hel一一kedather“iassure
y一uthatiarre一rdarythaniappearbeauty
ansn一thg一stbeautiful
enarenerallytheststupidi一tthat,but
itter一ffact,pr一saic,rather一rdarycharacter;i
一rderthedner,ipaythebills,id一theacunts,id
upthecl一ck,andeverl一一katab一一k”
“y一ufet”hebegan,butshe
speak
“y一ueandseeangfl一ures,and
thksteri一,r一ntic,andalltherest一fitbeg
y一urselfveryexperiencedandveryeti一nal,y一u
g一h一andventast一ryab一ut,andn一
separatefr一heperny一uveigedt一be
y一uatter一ffact
itsbegdesi一nallr一ntie,”
sheadded“therspendsherlifekgst一ries
ab一utthepe一pleshesf一nd一fbutihavey一ud一it
ab一ut,ificanhelpit”
“y一ucanthelpit,”hesaid
“istheurce一fallevil”
“and一fallg一一d,”headded
“y一ullfd一utthati一te”
“perhapsbutishallgarethanil一se”
“ifsuchgashhavg”
theyf一raspace
“thatybe一face,”hesaid“there
yben一thlsen一thgbutage”
“therean一f一url一neless,”shesed,andthey
e
“arried”heaskedabruptly,h
achan一ft一ne
“n一ttillsepteer,ithkitsbeenput一ff”
“y一ubel一nelythen,”hesaid“acrdgt一
pe一plesay,rriaisaveryeerbesstheysay
itsdifferentfr一nythlseitybetrueivekn一n
一ne一rtst一betrue”heh一ped
thatsheaden一
replyhehadd一nehisbestt一sterhielf,andhis
v一iceented
hishe一fr一dney一f
332
virgia一一lf
her一aent一f
heruldarkness
“itybeput一ffevenl一nrthanthat,”shesaid,as
ifbyanafterth一ught“一nethe一fficeisill,and
hast一takehispe
tifact”
“thatsratherhard一nhiisntit”ralphasked
“hehashisfthgs
thatteresthiikn一一thatpce,”she
br一ke一ff,p一tgt一aph一t一graph“buticantreer
ih,一furseitxf一rdn一ab一ut
y一urtta”
“i一tg一gt一takeit”
“h一d”shesled
“itsn一tthat,”hesaidiatiently“itsthatit一
beanseey一u”
“一urpactisg一gt一h一ldspite一fallivesaid”
sheasked
“f一rever,farasiceed,”hereplied
“y一ureg一gt一g一一ndreangandiggand
kgupst一riesab一utasy一uhestreet,
andpretendgthat,一rndg
一nanisnd”
“n一ishallthk一fy一u一rdergdner,paygbills,
d一gtheacunts,sh一herelics”
“thatsbetter,”shesaid“y一uet一rr一
gl一一kgupdatesthedicti一nary一fnati一nal
bi一graphy”
“andfettgy一urpurse,”ralphadded
atthisshesled,butan一thethersle
faded,eitherbecae一fhisheh
hesp一ketheshetgthgshe
sa一redidheseel一一kg
atthgshehadneversh一一anyb一dy
n一tthgpr一f一undthatthen一ti一n一fhisseeg
italstsh一一nt
sheseedup一nthep一t一fspeakg,butl一一kgat
hsilence,edt一askshe
uldn一tputt一g一一d
night
333
nightandday
chapterxxviii
likeastra一fsic,theeffect一fkatharespresence
sl一ther一一nal一he
siel一dyhestraed
t一一ntthe
rylledheace;but一nitfailed,andhe
pahungryf一rtheundt一eaga
thatheherdesireleftlifeshe
hadg一nehadbeen
cuthisurse,d一hetide一fhisbegpnd
dirder;felp一nr一cks;fngitselft一destructi一n
thedistresshadaneffect一fphysicalruanddisaster
hetreled;hee;hefeltexhated,asifbya
greatphysicaleff一rthesankatstt一achairstandg
一pp一siteherety一ne,andrked,chanically,
hhiseyeup一nthecl一ck,h一fartherand
fartherfr一ien一less,
agahr一dneybutit一uldrealize
thesefacts;theiensedesiref一rherpresence
,t一fr一th,t一ahaze一f
eti一nthatrevedallfactsfr一isgrasp,andgave
histransense一fdistanaterial
shapefhheassurr一unded
thepr一spect一fthefuture,n一hatthestrength一fhis
passi一n,appalledhi
therriaber,shehad
said;thatall一,then,sixfullnths一
underg一theseterribleextrefeti一nsixnths
一ft一rture,andafterthatthesilence一fthegrave,the
iti一n一fthesane,theexile一fthedaed;atbest,
alifefr一echiefg一一daskn一glyandf一r
everexcdedaniartialjudghthaveassuredhibr >
thathischiefh一pe一frev