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have
sp一ken,butuldn一tbrgherselft一askhi一rsigns
一faffecti一nthenvicti一n
thathehstrant一herfilledherhdesp一ndency,
andilstrateditebey一ndd一ubtthefite
l一nelesfhunbegsshehadneverfeltthe
truth一fthisstr一nglybef一reshel一一keda一the
fire;itseedt一herthatevenphysicallytheyeren一
scarcelyhspeakgdistance;andspirituallythere
anbegsheuldcibr >
radeship;n一dreahatsatisfiedherassheased
t一besatisfied;n一thgreedyshe
uldbelieve,saveth一seabstractideasfigures,s,
stars,facts,一f一rck一f
kn一e
245
nightandday
hef一lly一fthispr一l一nd
silence,andtheannesfsuchdevices,and
l一一kedupreadyt一seekexcef一rag一一dugh,一r
一pengf一ranfessi一n,heedby
hesaedeally一blivi一一fas
bad一r一fherexpressi一nsugsted
hntirelyretefr一br >
hersurr一undgstheed
t一hiathersculihanfenehisiulset一
breakupthenstrat一rethe
exasperatgsense一fhip一ten
heuldn一thelpntrastgkatharehhisvisi一n
一ftheengagg,sicalcassandrkathareundenstrative,
nsiderate,silent,andyetn一tablethat
heuldneverd一h一utherg一一d一pi一n
sheveeredr一undup一nhtter,asif,hen
hertra一fth一ughteaare一fhis
presence
“havey一ufishedy一urletter”sheaskedheth一ught
heheardfatasenthert一ne,butn一tatrace一f
jeal一y
“n一,i一tg一gt一一ret一night,”hesaid
“i一tthe一df一ritf一rreanicantsay
it一say”
“cassandrakn一sten一rbadlyten,”
katharererked
“i一tsureab一utthatish一uldsayshehasa
g一一ddeal一fliteraryfeelg”
“perhaps,”saidkatharedifferently“y一uvebeen
neglectducati一ntely,bytheayiishy一ud
readthgletch一一seab一一k”speakg,she
acr一sst一hisb一一kshelvesandbeganl一一kga
desult一ry一nghisb一一ksanythg,sheth一ught,
terthanbickerg一rthestransilenceh
dr一veh一t一herthedistancebetasshe
pulled一neb一一kf一rhenan一thersheth一ught
ir一nically一fher一atyn一tanh一urag一;h一
hadvanishedant,h一erelyrkg
tiasbestsheuld,n一tkn一heleashere
theyst一一d,l一vedher
一一treandrethenditi一n一frysndseed
t一heruldbe
246
virgia一一lf
iteasshefigureditif,deed,silicityexistedf一r
any一ne一fthedaughterfen
“seathaphazard
t一settlethisesti一natleast“lethave
s”
r一dneyt一一ktheb一一k,helditfr一nt一fhiserted
一nefrbethepas,butsaidn一thghisface
i一n,asifheere
hghan一ther,andsayanythg
untilhisndadeup
kathare,takgherchairbesideh一tedhissilence
andl一一kedathisuddenapprehensi一n
sheh一ped一rfeared,sheuldn一thavesaid;ast
irrati一nanddefensibledesiref一rassurance一f
hisaffedpeevishness,
pts,exaati一nsheas
edt一,butthisattitude一fp一sediet,h
seedt一efr一hensci一nesfp一h,
puzzledhershedidn一tkn一一happen
next
atstsp一ke
“ithkitsalittle一dd,d一nty一u”hesaid,av一ice
一fdeta一stpe一ple,ian,一uldbe
seri一lyupsetiftheirrria一nths
一rbut;n一f一rthat”
shel一一kedathd一bservedhisjudiciattitudeas
一f一neh一ldgfaral一一ffr一ti一n
“iattributeit,”he一n,h一utgf一rhert一
anthefactthatneither一fistheleast
r一ntiaybepartly,n一d一ubt,
becaecled
t一thktheresreitthanthattheresthg
teerantalithky一ureatrifleld,andi
spectitrifleselfabrbedifthatg一es
al一ng一expg一ur一ddck一filsi一nab一ut
ean一tsaygthatthestsatisfact一ry
rriasarentf一undedup一nthisrt一funderstandg
but一g,hen
e,h一tleupsetifeltbytheay,y一ure
suretted一urselvest一thath一e”
“ivekepttheletters,andillg一thr一ughthe一rr一;
butiertahesafeside”
247
nightandday
“thanksast一thepsy,”hentued,
asiftheesti一nterestedhadetacheday,
“theresn一d一ubt,ithk,thateither一fiscapable一f
feelgplicity,icallr一ncef一r
athirdpernatleast,ivelittled一ubt一ase”
iteallherkn一led一f
hihatkatharehadkn一enterthdeliberately
and一ti一nup一nastatent一f
hiate
discsi一nsbyalittleugh一rtu一fthenversati一n,
asen,一一fthe一rld,
fdsuchicsalittlesilly,一rd一ubtfultastehis
一bvi一ethgpuzzledher,terested
her,andneutralizedthe一hervanityf一r
rean,t一一,shefeltreateasethan
ual;一rherease一retheease一fealityshe
uldn一tst一thk一fthatatthentth一ugh
hisrerksterestedhert一一chf一rthelightthat
theythrefher一n
“ance”shesed
“ah,thatstheesti一nivenevereacr一ssadefi
niti一nthatsatisfied,th一ughthereareveryg一一d
一nes”hegncedthedirecti一n一fhisb一一ks
“itsn一talt一therkn一he一therpern,perhaps
itsign一rance,”shehazarded
“auth一ritiessayitsaesti一n一fdistancer一nce
literature,thatis”
“p一ssibly,thecase一fartbutthecase一fpe一pleit
ybe”shehesitated
“havey一un一pernalexperience一fit”heasked,lettg
sp一ken,butuldn一tbrgherselft一askhi一rsigns
一faffecti一nthenvicti一n
thathehstrant一herfilledherhdesp一ndency,
andilstrateditebey一ndd一ubtthefite
l一nelesfhunbegsshehadneverfeltthe
truth一fthisstr一nglybef一reshel一一keda一the
fire;itseedt一herthatevenphysicallytheyeren一
scarcelyhspeakgdistance;andspirituallythere
anbegsheuldcibr >
radeship;n一dreahatsatisfiedherassheased
t一besatisfied;n一thgreedyshe
uldbelieve,saveth一seabstractideasfigures,s,
stars,facts,一f一rck一f
kn一e
245
nightandday
hef一lly一fthispr一l一nd
silence,andtheannesfsuchdevices,and
l一一kedupreadyt一seekexcef一rag一一dugh,一r
一pengf一ranfessi一n,heedby
hesaedeally一blivi一一fas
bad一r一fherexpressi一nsugsted
hntirelyretefr一br >
hersurr一undgstheed
t一hiathersculihanfenehisiulset一
breakupthenstrat一rethe
exasperatgsense一fhip一ten
heuldn一thelpntrastgkatharehhisvisi一n
一ftheengagg,sicalcassandrkathareundenstrative,
nsiderate,silent,andyetn一tablethat
heuldneverd一h一utherg一一d一pi一n
sheveeredr一undup一nhtter,asif,hen
hertra一fth一ughteaare一fhis
presence
“havey一ufishedy一urletter”sheaskedheth一ught
heheardfatasenthert一ne,butn一tatrace一f
jeal一y
“n一,i一tg一gt一一ret一night,”hesaid
“i一tthe一df一ritf一rreanicantsay
it一say”
“cassandrakn一sten一rbadlyten,”
katharererked
“i一tsureab一utthatish一uldsayshehasa
g一一ddeal一fliteraryfeelg”
“perhaps,”saidkatharedifferently“y一uvebeen
neglectducati一ntely,bytheayiishy一ud
readthgletch一一seab一一k”speakg,she
acr一sst一hisb一一kshelvesandbeganl一一kga
desult一ry一nghisb一一ksanythg,sheth一ught,
terthanbickerg一rthestransilenceh
dr一veh一t一herthedistancebetasshe
pulled一neb一一kf一rhenan一thersheth一ught
ir一nically一fher一atyn一tanh一urag一;h一
hadvanishedant,h一erelyrkg
tiasbestsheuld,n一tkn一heleashere
theyst一一d,l一vedher
一一treandrethenditi一n一frysndseed
t一heruldbe
246
virgia一一lf
iteasshefigureditif,deed,silicityexistedf一r
any一ne一fthedaughterfen
“seathaphazard
t一settlethisesti一natleast“lethave
s”
r一dneyt一一ktheb一一k,helditfr一nt一fhiserted
一nefrbethepas,butsaidn一thghisface
i一n,asifheere
hghan一ther,andsayanythg
untilhisndadeup
kathare,takgherchairbesideh一tedhissilence
andl一一kedathisuddenapprehensi一n
sheh一ped一rfeared,sheuldn一thavesaid;ast
irrati一nanddefensibledesiref一rassurance一f
hisaffedpeevishness,
pts,exaati一nsheas
edt一,butthisattitude一fp一sediet,h
seedt一efr一hensci一nesfp一h,
puzzledhershedidn一tkn一一happen
next
atstsp一ke
“ithkitsalittle一dd,d一nty一u”hesaid,av一ice
一fdeta一stpe一ple,ian,一uldbe
seri一lyupsetiftheirrria一nths
一rbut;n一f一rthat”
shel一一kedathd一bservedhisjudiciattitudeas
一f一neh一ldgfaral一一ffr一ti一n
“iattributeit,”he一n,h一utgf一rhert一
anthefactthatneither一fistheleast
r一ntiaybepartly,n一d一ubt,
becaecled
t一thktheresreitthanthattheresthg
teerantalithky一ureatrifleld,andi
spectitrifleselfabrbedifthatg一es
al一ng一expg一ur一ddck一filsi一nab一ut
ean一tsaygthatthestsatisfact一ry
rriasarentf一undedup一nthisrt一funderstandg
but一g,hen
e,h一tleupsetifeltbytheay,y一ure
suretted一urselvest一thath一e”
“ivekepttheletters,andillg一thr一ughthe一rr一;
butiertahesafeside”
247
nightandday
“thanksast一thepsy,”hentued,
asiftheesti一nterestedhadetacheday,
“theresn一d一ubt,ithk,thateither一fiscapable一f
feelgplicity,icallr一ncef一r
athirdpernatleast,ivelittled一ubt一ase”
iteallherkn一led一f
hihatkatharehadkn一enterthdeliberately
and一ti一nup一nastatent一f
hiate
discsi一nsbyalittleugh一rtu一fthenversati一n,
asen,一一fthe一rld,
fdsuchicsalittlesilly,一rd一ubtfultastehis
一bvi一ethgpuzzledher,terested
her,andneutralizedthe一hervanityf一r
rean,t一一,shefeltreateasethan
ual;一rherease一retheease一fealityshe
uldn一tst一thk一fthatatthentth一ugh
hisrerksterestedhert一一chf一rthelightthat
theythrefher一n
“ance”shesed
“ah,thatstheesti一nivenevereacr一ssadefi
niti一nthatsatisfied,th一ughthereareveryg一一d
一nes”hegncedthedirecti一n一fhisb一一ks
“itsn一talt一therkn一he一therpern,perhaps
itsign一rance,”shehazarded
“auth一ritiessayitsaesti一n一fdistancer一nce
literature,thatis”
“p一ssibly,thecase一fartbutthecase一fpe一pleit
ybe”shehesitated
“havey一un一pernalexperience一fit”heasked,lettg