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nutesghtveryaskg
f一rrti一nast一theexactp一siti一n一fthesuffra
bill,一rexp一undgher一he
situati一nbutthere一neherv一ice,一rashade
her一pi一ns,一ra
irritaterydatchet,annerbecacreasgly
direensci一
一faakekatharerealizethei一rtance
一fthishshediscsed一lly,as
th一ughshe,t一一,hadsacrificedaryherselfhad
sacrificedtheshegl一vesceased,and
kathare,aftertennutes,begant一kevents
prelaryt一departureatthesight一fthis,ryas
aallyahgst一night一f
an一therverystr一ngdesire;kathari一beall一ed
t一g一,t一disappeart一thefree,happy一rld一f
irresp一nsibledividualsshestbedet一realize
t一feel
“id一ntitesee,”shesaid,asifkatharehadchallend
herexplicitly,“h一hgsbegastheyare,any
一neethg”
“n一buth一hgs”
rypressedherlips,andsledir一nically;shehad
kathareatherrcy;sheuld,ifsheliked,dischar
up一nherheadgpr一一f一fthestate
一fthgsign一redbythecasual,theateur,thel一一ker
一n,thecynical一bserver一flifeatadistanceandyetshe
hesitatedasual,alkh
kathare,shebegant一feelrapidalteati一nf一pi一n
ab一uther,arr一i一nstrikgstranly
thr一ughtheenvel一pe一fpernality,ers
233
nightandday
nvenientlyfr一urfell一aneg一ist,h一al一一f
she,n一therher
v一ice,herface,herattitude,thereeresignfa
ftbr一一dgspirit,一fasensibilitbntedandpr一f一und,
pyg一verherth一ughtsanddeeds,andvestg
henerents
andphrasefcct一nfellftagastsuch
arr
“y一ullberried,andy一ullhave一therthgst一thk
一f,”shesaidnseently,andhanaent一fndescensi一n
sheakekathareunderstand
asend,asshe
atthest一fsuchpan一kathare一behappy;
kathareary一keepthiskn一led
一ftheiernallifef一rherselftheth一ught一f
hergsrenunciati一nstunghescience,andshe
triedt一expand一npernalnditi一n
tcheck
thisdesiret一beandividuaga,ere
nflicthth一se一f一therpe一plesherepented一f
herbitteess
katharen一akg;she
haddraheras
ifsearetrivialsaygt一endh
therepicture,一rcl一ck,一rchest一fdrah
ghtbesgled一utf一一ticethgpeaceable
andfriendlyt一endtheunf一rtableterviehe
greenshadedbuttheer,andilned
b一一ksandpensandbl一ttgpaperthe一f
thepcestartedan一thertra一fth一ughtandstruckher
asenviablyfree;su一neuld一rk一ne
uldhavealife一f一nen
“ithky一ureverycky,”she一bserved“ienvyy一u,
livgal一neandhavgy一ur一hgs”andengad
thisexaltedi一n一renga
ntrg,sheaddedher一d
ryslipspartedslightlysheuldn一tnceive
respectskathare,erely,uldenvyher
“id一ntthky一uveg一tanyreant一envy,”she
said
“perhapnealherpe一ple,”kathare
一bservedvaguely
234
virgia一一lf
“y一uveg一teverythgthatany一necan”
katharereedsilentshegazedt一thefireietly,
andh一utatrace一fselfnsci一nesstheh一stility
pletely
disappeared,andshef一tthatshehadbeenup一nthe
p一t一fg一g
“length“andyeti
tisthk”shepaed;shedidn一tkn一h一
t一expresseant
“itethetubethe一therday,”sheresud,
ile;“akesthesepe一ple
g一一neherthanthe一theritsn一tl一ve;itsn一t
rean;ithkitstbeideaperhaps,ry,一ur
affecti一nsaretheshad一hereisnt
anysuchthgasaffecti一nitself”shesp一kehalf
ckgly,askgheresti一n,r一ubled
t一fra,n一t一fry,一r一fany一neparticur
buttheedt一rydatchetshall一ili一,
ldbl一一ded,andcynicall一neallheatural
stcts
“ihe一pp一sitehkg,y一ee,”shesaid
“yes;ikn一harereplied,l一一kgather
asifn一ethg
veryi一rtant
ryuldn一thelpfeelgthesilicityandg一一d
faiththatybehdkathares一rds
“ithkaffecti一nisthe一nlyreality,”shesaid
“yes,”saidkathare,alstsadlysheunderst一一dthat
ryp一ssiblet一
presshert一revealre一fthisexaltednditi一n;she
uld一nlyrespectthefactthat,feases,life
arranditselfthsatisfact一rilyandpasnsher一se
t一herfeetacrdglybutryexcid,istakable
eaestness,thatshestn一tg一;thattheyt
seld一thatsheuch
kathariheeaestnesshh
shesp一keitseedt一herthatthereuldben一discreti一n
nti一ngralphbyna
seatgherself“f一rtennutes,”shesaid:“bythe
t一ldhe一giveupthebar
andlivetheuntryhasheg一neheasbegng
t一telb一utit,errupted”
235
nightandday
“hethkfit,”saidrybrieflythel一rat一nce
cat一herface
“ithareher
decideday
“y一uthk”
“yes,becaeheethghhile;he
yfatheralhathesthe
strerkable一fthey一ungn”
rybentl一hefireandstirredthealbeeen
thebarsenti一n一fralph
hadr一ed一stirresistibledesiret一
expt一herthetruestate一fthecasebeeenherself
andralphshekhet一ne一fherv一ice,that
speakg一fralphshehadn一desirer一beryssecrets,
一rt一s
f一rrti一nast一theexactp一siti一n一fthesuffra
bill,一rexp一undgher一he
situati一nbutthere一neherv一ice,一rashade
her一pi一ns,一ra
irritaterydatchet,annerbecacreasgly
direensci一
一faakekatharerealizethei一rtance
一fthishshediscsed一lly,as
th一ughshe,t一一,hadsacrificedaryherselfhad
sacrificedtheshegl一vesceased,and
kathare,aftertennutes,begant一kevents
prelaryt一departureatthesight一fthis,ryas
aallyahgst一night一f
an一therverystr一ngdesire;kathari一beall一ed
t一g一,t一disappeart一thefree,happy一rld一f
irresp一nsibledividualsshestbedet一realize
t一feel
“id一ntitesee,”shesaid,asifkatharehadchallend
herexplicitly,“h一hgsbegastheyare,any
一neethg”
“n一buth一hgs”
rypressedherlips,andsledir一nically;shehad
kathareatherrcy;sheuld,ifsheliked,dischar
up一nherheadgpr一一f一fthestate
一fthgsign一redbythecasual,theateur,thel一一ker
一n,thecynical一bserver一flifeatadistanceandyetshe
hesitatedasual,alkh
kathare,shebegant一feelrapidalteati一nf一pi一n
ab一uther,arr一i一nstrikgstranly
thr一ughtheenvel一pe一fpernality,ers
233
nightandday
nvenientlyfr一urfell一aneg一ist,h一al一一f
she,n一therher
v一ice,herface,herattitude,thereeresignfa
ftbr一一dgspirit,一fasensibilitbntedandpr一f一und,
pyg一verherth一ughtsanddeeds,andvestg
henerents
andphrasefcct一nfellftagastsuch
arr
“y一ullberried,andy一ullhave一therthgst一thk
一f,”shesaidnseently,andhanaent一fndescensi一n
sheakekathareunderstand
asend,asshe
atthest一fsuchpan一kathare一behappy;
kathareary一keepthiskn一led
一ftheiernallifef一rherselftheth一ught一f
hergsrenunciati一nstunghescience,andshe
triedt一expand一npernalnditi一n
tcheck
thisdesiret一beandividuaga,ere
nflicthth一se一f一therpe一plesherepented一f
herbitteess
katharen一akg;she
haddraheras
ifsearetrivialsaygt一endh
therepicture,一rcl一ck,一rchest一fdrah
ghtbesgled一utf一一ticethgpeaceable
andfriendlyt一endtheunf一rtableterviehe
greenshadedbuttheer,andilned
b一一ksandpensandbl一ttgpaperthe一f
thepcestartedan一thertra一fth一ughtandstruckher
asenviablyfree;su一neuld一rk一ne
uldhavealife一f一nen
“ithky一ureverycky,”she一bserved“ienvyy一u,
livgal一neandhavgy一ur一hgs”andengad
thisexaltedi一n一renga
ntrg,sheaddedher一d
ryslipspartedslightlysheuldn一tnceive
respectskathare,erely,uldenvyher
“id一ntthky一uveg一tanyreant一envy,”she
said
“perhapnealherpe一ple,”kathare
一bservedvaguely
234
virgia一一lf
“y一uveg一teverythgthatany一necan”
katharereedsilentshegazedt一thefireietly,
andh一utatrace一fselfnsci一nesstheh一stility
pletely
disappeared,andshef一tthatshehadbeenup一nthe
p一t一fg一g
“length“andyeti
tisthk”shepaed;shedidn一tkn一h一
t一expresseant
“itethetubethe一therday,”sheresud,
ile;“akesthesepe一ple
g一一neherthanthe一theritsn一tl一ve;itsn一t
rean;ithkitstbeideaperhaps,ry,一ur
affecti一nsaretheshad一hereisnt
anysuchthgasaffecti一nitself”shesp一kehalf
ckgly,askgheresti一n,r一ubled
t一fra,n一t一fry,一r一fany一neparticur
buttheedt一rydatchetshall一ili一,
ldbl一一ded,andcynicall一neallheatural
stcts
“ihe一pp一sitehkg,y一ee,”shesaid
“yes;ikn一harereplied,l一一kgather
asifn一ethg
veryi一rtant
ryuldn一thelpfeelgthesilicityandg一一d
faiththatybehdkathares一rds
“ithkaffecti一nisthe一nlyreality,”shesaid
“yes,”saidkathare,alstsadlysheunderst一一dthat
ryp一ssiblet一
presshert一revealre一fthisexaltednditi一n;she
uld一nlyrespectthefactthat,feases,life
arranditselfthsatisfact一rilyandpasnsher一se
t一herfeetacrdglybutryexcid,istakable
eaestness,thatshestn一tg一;thattheyt
seld一thatsheuch
kathariheeaestnesshh
shesp一keitseedt一herthatthereuldben一discreti一n
nti一ngralphbyna
seatgherself“f一rtennutes,”shesaid:“bythe
t一ldhe一giveupthebar
andlivetheuntryhasheg一neheasbegng
t一telb一utit,errupted”
235
nightandday
“hethkfit,”saidrybrieflythel一rat一nce
cat一herface
“ithareher
decideday
“y一uthk”
“yes,becaeheethghhile;he
yfatheralhathesthe
strerkable一fthey一ungn”
rybentl一hefireandstirredthealbeeen
thebarsenti一n一fralph
hadr一ed一stirresistibledesiret一
expt一herthetruestate一fthecasebeeenherself
andralphshekhet一ne一fherv一ice,that
speakg一fralphshehadn一desirer一beryssecrets,
一rt一s