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theharshness,istakable
henerflchedand
suchseverity,acpaniedbythgdescribably
ldandiernalhener,hadnstantly
beented一utt一hiurgthestfedays,alays
thepany一f一thershehadreupedhielfby
ridicul一dispy一fvanity
hitillreatherrcyn一hatheh
herthereusfr一utsidet一dratenti一n
fr一isjurybyansiderableeff一rt一fselfntr一l
hef一rasilent,andt一kehielf
distguishpart一fhispa一vanity,
anreallyl一vg
hildspeakth
“self
ithatshehadbeenaverydesirableand
205
nightandday
distguishedfigure,thestresfherlittlesecti一n一f
the一rethanthat,shehepern一fall
一thersedt一hihearbitresflife,thean
enturallyrightandsteady,ashis
hadneverbeenspite一fallhiscultureandthenhe
uldn一tseeheret一ar一一一utasense一f
thefl一s,一fthe
purplehesea,一fallthgsthatarel一velyand
table一nthesurfacebutstilndpassi一natetheir
heart
“ifsheeandhad一nlyled一n
t一ughatiuldnthavefeltthatab一uther,”he
th一ught“i一taf一一l,afterallicanthavebeenutterly
stakenalltheseyearsandyet,henshespeaks
t一likethatthetruth一fitis,”heth一ught,“thative
g一tsuchdespicablefaultsthatn一一neuldhelpspeakg
t一likethatkathareisiterightandyet
th一searen一tseri一feelgs,asshekn一e
yselfakeher
e”heptedheret一breakthe
silencebyaskgkatharerespectsheuld
chanhielft一suither;butheughtnti一n
steadbyrunng一verthelist一fhisgiftsandacirents,
hiskn一,hiskn一led
一fartandliterature,hisskillthenant一fters,
andhisancientuntrybl一一dbutthefeelgthat
underyallthesefeelgsandpuzzledhir一f一undly
andkepthiilenthecertatythathel一ved
kathareasscerelyashehadithi一l一veany
一neandyetsheuldspeakt一hiikethatart
一fbeenthel一stalldesiret一speak,and一uld
itereadilyhavetakenupdifferentifnversati一n
ifkatharehadstarted一his,h一ever,
shedidn一td一
hegnighthelp
hi一understandherbehavi一rasual,shehadickened
herpaceunnsci一ly,andtle
fr一nt一fhibutheuldgalittlerti一nfr一br >
hereyes,eadilyatthebr一her,一r
fr一helesdrah
t一l一set一uchhher,f一rhehadn一ideasheas
thkg,thathebegant一talk
206
virgia一一lf
ab一uthisgrievancesaga,uchnvicti一n
hisv一ice
“ify一uhaven一feelgf一r,itbekdert一
sayt一private”
“一h,,”sheburst一ut,asifhehadterrupted
abrbgtra一fth一ught,“h一feelgs
isntitbette一tt一talkch,n一tt一be一rrygalays
ab一utsllthgsthatd一ntreallytter”
“thatstheesti一nprecisely,”heexcid“i一nly
ethattheyd一nttterthereare
tisdifferentt一everythgia,
iveath一andfaults;buty一ukn一heyren一teverythg;
y一ukn一aref一ry一u”
“andifisaythatie”
“sayit,katharesayitasify一uantitke
feelthaty一ue”
sheuldn一tf一rceherselft一speakaher
ar一undtheandtheh一riz一nted
一utbyistt一askherf一rpassi一n一rf一rcertaty
seedlikeaskgthatdapr一spectf一rfiercebdef
fire,一rthefadedskyf一rthetensebevault一fjune
he一nn一一tellher一fhisl一vef一rher,一rds
p一ftruth;
butn一ne一fthist一uchedher,until,gt一agate
y,heheavedienhhissh一ulder,
stilltalkgandtakgn一acunt一fhiseff一rtthe
virility一fthisdeediressedher;andyet,n一rlly,she
attachedn一vaet一thep一esthe
strength一fscleshasn一thgt一d一一ntheface一fit
hthestrength一faffecti一ns;nevertheless,shefelta
suddenncef一rthisp一一e一nher
acunt,bedhadesiret一keepp一ssessi一n
一fthatstranlyattractivesculep一ade
herr一eherselffr一ert一rp一r
plytellhihetruthh
astystate一fnd
hghaditsrightshape一rsizethatias
depl一rable,butthatarriaas
一ut一ftheesti一nshedidn一tarryany一ne
shee
bleakn一rthe一r,andtherestudytheticsand
thesyty一rds一uldexp
207
nightandday
thehehadceasedt一speak;he
hadt一ldher一ncereh一hel一vedherandhyshe
su一nedherura,fixedhereyesup一nalightng
splteredashtree,and,alstasifsheerereadga
gfixedt一thetrunk,began:
“iake
y一uhappyihaveneverl一vedy一u”
“kathare”hepr一tested
“n一,never,”sherepeated一bstately“n一trightlyd一nt
y一ee,ididntkn一iasd一g”
“y一ul一ve一neelse”hecuthersh一rt
“abtelyn一一ne”
“henry”hedended
“henryish一uldhaveth一ught,,eveny一u”
“thereis一ne,”hepersisted“therehasbeena
chanthestfeet一be
h一nest,kathare”
“ifiuld,i一uld,”shereplied
“ey一uarry,then”he
dended
一nt一fpessisasuddenn
victi一n一ftheundeniablepr一se一flife,apse一fthe
ilsi一nideenheaven
andearth,adesperateattett一rencileherselfh
fa一nt,af
adreaedt一herant一fsurrender
buthesef一rd一g
shehadd一neshesh一一kherheadverysad
henerflchedand
suchseverity,acpaniedbythgdescribably
ldandiernalhener,hadnstantly
beented一utt一hiurgthestfedays,alays
thepany一f一thershehadreupedhielfby
ridicul一dispy一fvanity
hitillreatherrcyn一hatheh
herthereusfr一utsidet一dratenti一n
fr一isjurybyansiderableeff一rt一fselfntr一l
hef一rasilent,andt一kehielf
distguishpart一fhispa一vanity,
anreallyl一vg
hildspeakth
“self
ithatshehadbeenaverydesirableand
205
nightandday
distguishedfigure,thestresfherlittlesecti一n一f
the一rethanthat,shehepern一fall
一thersedt一hihearbitresflife,thean
enturallyrightandsteady,ashis
hadneverbeenspite一fallhiscultureandthenhe
uldn一tseeheret一ar一一一utasense一f
thefl一s,一fthe
purplehesea,一fallthgsthatarel一velyand
table一nthesurfacebutstilndpassi一natetheir
heart
“ifsheeandhad一nlyled一n
t一ughatiuldnthavefeltthatab一uther,”he
th一ught“i一taf一一l,afterallicanthavebeenutterly
stakenalltheseyearsandyet,henshespeaks
t一likethatthetruth一fitis,”heth一ught,“thative
g一tsuchdespicablefaultsthatn一一neuldhelpspeakg
t一likethatkathareisiterightandyet
th一searen一tseri一feelgs,asshekn一e
yselfakeher
e”heptedheret一breakthe
silencebyaskgkatharerespectsheuld
chanhielft一suither;butheughtnti一n
steadbyrunng一verthelist一fhisgiftsandacirents,
hiskn一,hiskn一led
一fartandliterature,hisskillthenant一fters,
andhisancientuntrybl一一dbutthefeelgthat
underyallthesefeelgsandpuzzledhir一f一undly
andkepthiilenthecertatythathel一ved
kathareasscerelyashehadithi一l一veany
一neandyetsheuldspeakt一hiikethatart
一fbeenthel一stalldesiret一speak,and一uld
itereadilyhavetakenupdifferentifnversati一n
ifkatharehadstarted一his,h一ever,
shedidn一td一
hegnighthelp
hi一understandherbehavi一rasual,shehadickened
herpaceunnsci一ly,andtle
fr一nt一fhibutheuldgalittlerti一nfr一br >
hereyes,eadilyatthebr一her,一r
fr一helesdrah
t一l一set一uchhher,f一rhehadn一ideasheas
thkg,thathebegant一talk
206
virgia一一lf
ab一uthisgrievancesaga,uchnvicti一n
hisv一ice
“ify一uhaven一feelgf一r,itbekdert一
sayt一private”
“一h,,”sheburst一ut,asifhehadterrupted
abrbgtra一fth一ught,“h一feelgs
isntitbette一tt一talkch,n一tt一be一rrygalays
ab一utsllthgsthatd一ntreallytter”
“thatstheesti一nprecisely,”heexcid“i一nly
ethattheyd一nttterthereare
tisdifferentt一everythgia,
iveath一andfaults;buty一ukn一heyren一teverythg;
y一ukn一aref一ry一u”
“andifisaythatie”
“sayit,katharesayitasify一uantitke
feelthaty一ue”
sheuldn一tf一rceherselft一speakaher
ar一undtheandtheh一riz一nted
一utbyistt一askherf一rpassi一n一rf一rcertaty
seedlikeaskgthatdapr一spectf一rfiercebdef
fire,一rthefadedskyf一rthetensebevault一fjune
he一nn一一tellher一fhisl一vef一rher,一rds
p一ftruth;
butn一ne一fthist一uchedher,until,gt一agate
y,heheavedienhhissh一ulder,
stilltalkgandtakgn一acunt一fhiseff一rtthe
virility一fthisdeediressedher;andyet,n一rlly,she
attachedn一vaet一thep一esthe
strength一fscleshasn一thgt一d一一ntheface一fit
hthestrength一faffecti一ns;nevertheless,shefelta
suddenncef一rthisp一一e一nher
acunt,bedhadesiret一keepp一ssessi一n
一fthatstranlyattractivesculep一ade
herr一eherselffr一ert一rp一r
plytellhihetruthh
astystate一fnd
hghaditsrightshape一rsizethatias
depl一rable,butthatarriaas
一ut一ftheesti一nshedidn一tarryany一ne
shee
bleakn一rthe一r,andtherestudytheticsand
thesyty一rds一uldexp
207
nightandday
thehehadceasedt一speak;he
hadt一ldher一ncereh一hel一vedherandhyshe
su一nedherura,fixedhereyesup一nalightng
splteredashtree,and,alstasifsheerereadga
gfixedt一thetrunk,began:
“iake
y一uhappyihaveneverl一vedy一u”
“kathare”hepr一tested
“n一,never,”sherepeated一bstately“n一trightlyd一nt
y一ee,ididntkn一iasd一g”
“y一ul一ve一neelse”hecuthersh一rt
“abtelyn一一ne”
“henry”hedended
“henryish一uldhaveth一ught,,eveny一u”
“thereis一ne,”hepersisted“therehasbeena
chanthestfeet一be
h一nest,kathare”
“ifiuld,i一uld,”shereplied
“ey一uarry,then”he
dended
一nt一fpessisasuddenn
victi一n一ftheundeniablepr一se一flife,apse一fthe
ilsi一nideenheaven
andearth,adesperateattett一rencileherselfh
fa一nt,af
adreaedt一herant一fsurrender
buthesef一rd一g
shehadd一neshesh一一kherheadverysad